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Three.

Our little girl is three months old. Three months old! It's gone by so fast and so slow all at the same time. The last three months have been the hardest of my life. But, at the same time, they've been the sweetest. My love for this child knows no bounds.




Olivia,

Three months ago, nearly to the hour, I saw you for the first time. You and your sisters were the smallest babies I had ever seen. When I look back at pictures it terrifies me to think of how fragile you were. You had lots of dark hair and beautiful, tiny hands. Your eyes, still fused shut, held long eyelashes and your little lips were just beginning to form. Looking at you that night, I remember thinking you were absolutely perfect. You are still so perfect in every way. I couldn't be more proud that God chose me for you. Your daddy and I love you fiercely, sweet girl.

Love,
Mommy

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  1. Happy 3 month birthday to Olivia!! Praying always for your sweet girl.

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  2. Happy 3 months to you sweet Olivia! God has chosen a very special family for you and you will be home before you know it; your sweet angels will be smiling at you and will take care of you always. Hang in there mommy.

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  3. Happy 3 months, sweet Olivia! Remembering all of your sweet babies today, too.

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  4. Happy three months! I don't know you but my name is Katie Hargis, I follow your blog and can somewhat understand your ups and downs due to the fact I'm living a similar life right now. My water broke at 23 and 4 an my twin boys were born shortly after your quads at 24 and 4 on April 11th. My sweet angel boy Conor passed away the 12th and I can not imagine going through that pain times 3. Your daughter is beautiful, and I know first hand how strong lil' preemies can be! God is good, and I know the scripture Jeremiah 29:11 helped me through some of Blake's many trials. If you want to catch our story our website is www.blakehargis.blogspot.com. I will be praying for your little girl and look forward to keeping up with her progress too- us preemie moms need all the support we can get!! God bless you and your beautiful 4 girls!

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